Darryl’s belogue

Friends are so important in life, they help you up when you are down and they bring joy into your life.. i am very grateful because i have wonderful friends, including Jesus as my personal friend!!!!

I wanna thanks my friends for the friendship and i just wanna tell that i cherish every moment i have with you all…. thanks and below is a song which i want to sing to Calvin, my best friend…

"Give thanks, with a grateful heart,

give thanks to the Holy one,

give thanks because he has given Jesus Christ, His son,

And now let the WEAK say i am STRONG,

let the POOR say i am RICH,

because of what the Lord has done for us,

Give thanks.."

WOHAHOWA………….. this is the most thrilled day i have ever had. Once i got to know that the national service list is out, we were so anxious. Straight after my lunch with some of my friends, we went straight to the cyber cafe. Enning and Goh came with me. we started checking every site, and i tell you this thing, Malaysian’s web site is the lousiest page in the world. It took us at least 10 minutes to open that page and took us almost 30 minutes to check whether we are in or not.

Gosh…. i tell you, that was the most exciting second when we have to wait for the page to open. And each page that failed to open made our hearts feel more tire. But the friends whom are also online at their respective houses kept our spirits high. we were asking all around for the link and when we finally got it, we had to wait for century for the page to open.

I "kena". That was the term we used that immediate time. And there it was, i "kena", that means i am chosen!!!! I am confused. A feeling rushed through me. i dint know what i felt and i was almost stunt, not moving at all. However, my friends beside me keep me waking. And the most disastrous thing ever happen is the Goh was so "shock". She was extremely sad because she "kena" already. She kept saying she wants to jump from a building. while i still dont know what i was doing, she kept grumbling.

At last, i found out that i was actually overjoyed… i am so happy that i was chosen. i only worry about which batch i am in and also the place i am going. i just hope i can get a suitable one. And i hope my fellow friends out there will have their dreams come true. I am now looking forward for this camp. Too bad, emmanuel and Calvin is not in but not yap and Yi Zheng.

So, i hope i can ejoy myself there and may God bring me through every single obstacles.

Today is a very miserable day for me…. why? i keep asking myself why… now i know, it is because all my friends around me are miserable… when i see them sad, i feel sad too; when i see them struggling in their lives, i hope i can help them, and strive and struggle with them.. but none, they choose to keep it to themselves… i know it is not wrong to keep things to themselves, but i sincerely do hope that they can pour out their feelings to me so that i can try the best i can to help them….

Anyway, i know that sometimes it is hard to just go to someone and tell something secret or those which you prefer to keep it confidential, even i keep things to myself too.. however, i will and i must always try to tell the problem i am facing in my life to my friends.. but i dont really want them to suffer because of me.. i know when i am miserable, my friends will too.. and thus i think it is better for me to keep it to myself.. i think this is why sometimes people (my friends) decide to keep things to themselves..

Keeping problems in yourself might cause harm… it gives you stress. It was yesterday when i told one of my friends that i felt miserable because my friends are miserable, but he said this very important thing : " you should be glad and grateful for being the one who is not miserable…"  Very true indeed.

My friends are all facing their own problems, their worries and their obstacles in life… and i feel bad for them, terribly bad.."so be it"? uhh…. when i hear that, i really want to vomit. sometimes, we face things that is unstoppable and inevitable, and thus you say "so be it". YUCKSS… it makes me feel.. dying!! no wonder my friends are so miserable..

But i always turn to God when i am feeling sad. it is good to pour out your feelings and it miraculously can make you happier. aiks.. i dont know how to continue this, but all i want to say is this.. there are more people out there facing their ups and downs, facing their problems too.. but that should not be one reason for you to keep everything to yourself, try telling someone but first turn to God, God is always there to help. it makes you feel better, really. I hope i can help them, i hope they can feel more joyful and be more optimistic. God gives joy to everyone. He is fair just like he gives the sun and rain to the bad and to the good; to the rich and to the poor. you will feel that joy only when you choose to feel the joy that God gave. YES!!! when you are joyful, you live longer if it is God’s will!!

HAHA, i think i crapped to much, but i hope all of you get my message. I dont know how to express my feeling right now but just hope that you all will be more joyful from now onwards. May God be with you all the time and He shall allways be there for you, to help you solve your problem…

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight" Proverb 3:5,6

Wah Sai!!! hahaha, this is the first time i use this word, though i hate it.. Wow, it has been a very short but exciting holiday.. it seem yesterday i took my last paper. and now i am sitting here writing my blog coz i think i wont have much time writing my blog after the school reopens.. you know why? coz i have wasted my whole solid holiday on enjoying myself.

It was a fun and busy holiday i have ever had… the first few days of the hoilday i spent some of my days at Hao Tim’s house doing mag cover… and then had tuition for a few days and i went to the RRangers POW WOW camp for 3 days 2 nights, came back on Sunday evening, then on Monday early morning i went down to my grandma’s house, came back at Tuesday. I then went to Cameron Highland on Wednesday,came back at Friday night…yesterday have to "gotong-royong" cleaning up my house and those clothes that i used during the holiday.. A big LUM SUM… WHOAOAo

So, i did not even touch the book, and the homwork teacher gave… we are supposed to do 10 essays but i did none… what a dreadful scene…sigh… haha

However, this holiday is an enjoyable one…. i enjoyed myself at the camp in Taman Negara, and enjoying myself too in Cameron Highland… but i with my whole brethen of 5 Setia have to face the coming nightmare… that is to recieve our report card…scarry….

WOWOW, i am dead tired now… have to go for some walk outside the house now… though i am not planning to do any of the essays… hahahahah

ok, HAPPY SCHOOL REOPENS !!!!! @}–}—- Hope you see you all at school and for those who are in form 5, STRIVE hard for the SPM!!!!!!

May God Bless You All

WOOHHOOOO!!!! =) i am back home..!!!

Yes, i am EXHAUTED after this two days of activities. However, i must be strong coz i am nearer to the day i am going to the camp! i am still in my youth right?

I spent the two days enjoying… i went to mid-valley with some of my friends. We first went to buy a few tickets for movie. We made up our mind to buy tickets for "The House Of Wax" and also "Star Wars III". Unfortunately, we are too young to buy the tickets for "The House of Wax" because we are still 17! However, we manage to got four but then suspended at the entrance… What an embaress thing to do.. anyway, i this a good lesson for us all.. HAHAHA

Next, we went to MPH. We browse for some books while waiting for the movie "Star Wars III". Then we went to have our lunch at Sushi King. It was a nice one. Then we went to the theater. The movie was nice and i would like to continue the next few episodes…

We are about to go back to Seremban when we found out that we actually dont know how to go to the railway station. We dwadled for about half and hour or more just to find the route to the railway station. Finnaly, we got it!!

We are back home, in Yap’s house. We started doing and brain-storming for ideas to design the mag cover. We did until about 3am, exhauted, i went to sleep. The next day, i was supposed to go for tuition at 8:30 am but unfortunately, my friend did not set the alarm clock nor did he wake me up. I missed the class…..HAHA

the next day, i LAN party with my friends…It was fun…We played for about a few hours, then my mom came to fetch me home. It was a nice activity for my holiday.

Today is my sister, June’s birthday. I bought her a pencil box and a bookmark. Then in the evening, i cooked spaghetti for my family to celebrate her birthday. Later that night, we sing a birthday song for her along with a tb of ice-cream with candles on it. We all felt happy for and and i wonder what she feels becoming 18….HAHAHAHA, remember my case? i think she can now go to watch the movie "House of Wax" !!!

Ok, nice holiday for me, but more school tuitions coming ahead!!!… what about you guys out there? Hope you’ll have enjoyable holidays too!!! SEE YA GUYS!!! Happy holiday and may God bless you all!!!