Archive for October, 2005

Happiness in Frustration

Sunday, October 30th, 2005

Hi all. I know that it’s a bit too late for me to write this
now. However, I really need to blog this feeling of mine immediately in the
middle of
frustration in stewing over the books. Just as I wanted to throw the
Sejarah book out of my sight, I suddenly thought of my birthday this year. I am
17+ now and my birthday is on the 1st of October. I laughed at
myself too when I realize that I’ve already switched on the computer to write
this down
a month after my birthday.

 

My 17th birthday was a wonderful and unforgettable
one. My mom gave me a new
handphone as my birthday present…. Anyone interested
in my phone no.? haha.. “perasan”ted… anyway, it’s 016-6513461 and also
017-6878683. Aiks… I hope no one will kacau me after you’ve got my number. I
was so happy and I laughed till I almost cried…!! However, the interesting part
was the way my mom gave it to me. A few days back she bought one for my sister.
And I conveyed my disappointment indirectly…. But it was gone just after a few
minutes of jelousy. ON my birthday, we (whole family) all went for dinner in
town. Then she started calling someone. I thought it was m sister’s new phone
ringing, but then she told me it wasn’t hers ringing. Then I thought it was my
dad’s. but it was not. And finally when I search below of the front seat, which
is where my feet are, I pulled out a box which contained my new handphone… I
was so touched….
; )

 

Then I went to school as usual. I received many gifts. One
of my best friend, hwee hsin, since standard 1, gave me a
pillow with pictures
and embroidery
. On it sews “prayer changes things”. Again, I was so touched, it
is clearly seen it needs effort for that pillow. Thank!!!!

 

Then ah, I received other gifts. Cups, photoframes, and
cards….. but there is one very interesting one, PERFUME. Honostly, I’ve never
received any of that kind of gift. It is so special and I
appreciate it..

 

All these…. The whole lots of things actually do not mean
anything… the most important thing is their
sincerity… and their love for me… I
am really blessed to have friends like them… And by this,
I don’t mean that
those who didn’t give me anything is not my friend or do no love me as a
friend. I can never tell you how much I
appreciate and cherish these
friendships and love. All I can tell is that I love you all very much,
including my parents, sisters, and friends… (Special thanks to Calvin, Hao Tim,
Hwee Hsin, and many more)

 

And this birthday directly and clearly made me realize that
I have
grown up. I am no more the small little fatty who always make people
angry. Haha…. So all these made me understand how life goes on eh… Soon I am
leaving the school… my second home where I had my happy and sad moments with my
heartiest friends, I am leaving them soon….And nontheless, I am
leaving the
nest
too very very soon….

 

For God, for my family, for my friends…. I do not have the
narrowest margin for me to disappoint you all. I will try to
do my best in SPM.
And the same, to all the form 5 students, when you are studying for your exam,
or even when you are doing your paper, remember that I am always there
supporting
you
and giving you the “zhu fu”… All the best in your SPM, and let us excel
with
flying colours so that we can stand up in gloryfying God’s name!!!
Hallelujah!!!!

 

*Oops….. the book is on the floor adi….*^%^#%@(^)(*^$$%@^$&*^*(#%^#(&