Archive for June, 2006

money says it all?

Wednesday, June 21st, 2006

As u all know, i am studying in Inti Nilai currently, which is a private college… (duh..) and, well, money plays a big role friends, at least in Inti.. And if i werent able to get the full scholarship, i would be in form 6 now..

I just feel a lil ridiculous today coz so many things happening related to $$$$. In Inti, it’s like a business.. I pay u, u give me what i want. U cant give me what i want? u go away, i find others that can give me what i want. got it?

There is a student evaluation for teacher… i bet all private education institutions will have this thing. We give u low rating, please be prepared to get fired or be changed away.

and that day we were talking bout the food in Inti…. by the way, there r 2 food courts in the campus itself, (besides 4 mamaks outside and other food restaurants). We, among the student, have a forum on-line… so whatver we are not satisfied with, we post a forum… and a chairperson of the forum is Dr. Sia, who was given the task to review our "opinions". I remembered one of my friend saying a stall’s ‘wan tan mee" sucks… the next week, it’s closed…..

I am staying in the hostel, as most of us do…. bed not comfy? call and change (the next day)…. table a lil fractured? change the next day.. room not comfy? dont like the location? change, no problem… …… ….. …… # what bout the old things? thrown?… i dont know either, just disappeare.

In Inti, we have many activities… even until 12 am or 3 am or 5 am, u can still see ppl walking around after their "late-night" study or still playing basketball… (weird…) .. And so is the students’ "shout it out loud" forum where the students affair office collect everybody’s remarks on certain matters… (and i bet u know what they r going to do)

all these, all, have stunned me…. those "rich people’s" mentality is one to one, i pay u, u give me what i want… AND EVEN TEACHERS CAN GET FIRED IF THE RESULTS ARE NOT GOOD! dont u think it’s absurb? students can be playful and and have bad results.. the teacher might not have any connection…. wow… may be money says it all.. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ the business is on.. "so as to keep up the quality and standard of the college"….   RIDICULOUS?

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But there is one thing i wanna add : people here (i am refering most to my classmates) are very friendly and humble… and i have a big happy family here.. haha  god blessed me…Thanks U Lord

miss everything

Friday, June 2nd, 2006

It’s been a century i’ve not posted any blog, and after so many months of lazing around my house and sleeping (most important), i just felt that i do not know how to speak and write anymore, and my english sucks…

There have been many changes in my life this few months. Everything that no one would have thought of a few months back, and nobody can.. haha, who knows the future?

Initially i was a computer maniac, after NS and my temporary work, most of my time was spent on the computer. 10 hours of computer games a day is nothing to be surprised, until my mom almost forbade me from the computer. sigh.. and only God can change me..

2 days b4 Form 6 started, i was wondering what to do, to go form 6 or taylors? one will cost and another nothing at all, and there ARE pros and cons for each sides. then the next day, we decided to go taylors college to inquire about A-level studies. However, may be it’s God’s will, it wasnt open that day, coz it’s a Sunday. I was kinda disappointed, but as we were going, we noticed Inti. We went in and got to know that i am eligible for the full scholarship. And immediately we went to nilai to sign up / register. Phew… it was all a shock to me.. it was all like a dream..

The worst part is that i got to know that they have already started the course 2 weeks b4, so that meant if i go then, i’ll be 2 weeks late, got to catch up! And, futhurmore, i have to shift into the hostel the next day. WOW! in just a matter of seconds my computer-maniac-life has finished! blink! and now i am studying already.. wah.. cant believe it..

Ironically, i felt so nice to be back to school, i mean, get to study. I felt so nice holding books in my hands and pressing the calculators.. feel so addicted, and suddenly i miss my frens in secondary school so much.

It’s God’s will for me to study in Inti. and frens, i am fine, i’ve already adapted myself to the new environment. It’s nice, i have lots of frens and also freedom… but at the same time struggling to control myself, and abstain from any bad influences.. And Seremban is just 20 minutes away, so it’s very convenient..

AND the CF in inti RockS!!!!

i guess i should stop, coz too long adi… i hope i’ll have the privilage to tell you guys about inti next time.. friends forever… take care all and may GOD bless you all in your studies..