Archive for June, 2007

Being lonely

Thursday, June 28th, 2007

No one likes to be lonely, and definitely no one chooses to be lonely. We all like companions, no matter if he/she is a family member.

For me, I’m going to miss my second sis whom i think is closest to me. She is going off to study, and will only return after a long period. I’m going to have one less friend to talk to at home, less one person to quarrel with, no more helps from her at home, and I’m going to do all things myself… ;(

But the one who will be impacted the most should be my mother. She has been nurturing her so long, and finally she’s leaving the nest. I know she’s very reluctant of her going off, but this is a phase of life, she has to leave one day, it’s just the matter of time. Consequently, my mom will be alone at home. Both my sisters and I will be away from home, and dad’ll be working in KL. She will most probably feel lonely more than us since we are staying around our friends. However, the thoughts of my mom savvy in computer and her social life with her close friends make me feel better. I know she’ll spend more time with her friends and in her hobby, shopping. But under any situation, no one likes to be alone at home especially at night. So i think i should be back home more frequently…..

June, all the best in your studies and may God’s grace be with you. Study smart and be wise in making decisions. Remember to always ask for God’s guidance. We will surely miss your presence and we await your return during your semester holidays.

And I also hope my mother will get use to the new phase of life quickly and not dwell in the past, for memories will always be with you. Take care dad, mom, and siss..

-darryl-

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Monday, June 25th, 2007

It was drizzling when I sauntered back to my hostel in the evening, after a long tiring day of lectures. The soft "thud" sound of the rain drops somehow calmed my mind, i felt so free and refreshed. In addition to the violin music played at the background (apparently someone was practicing violin nearby, and FORTUNATELY it does not come close to a piece played by an amateur), I was truly invigorated, and I felt glad to amble in the cool breeze. May be it’s been awhile I haven’t walk alone in the cool breeze, listening to the chirps of the birds around me. I felt so still and peaceful… I’ve always been walking with my friends, chatting and laughing, oblivious of my surrounding… haiz…

Well, I just came back from Redang. It was an enjoyable and unforgettable trip. We took a lot of pictures, and I’ll upload some photos for u Gen (notice the shirt you gave me! :p). I was awed by the beautiful scenery, the sea water is as clear as distilled water, the lively fishes swimming around us, the colourful corals swaying from left to right as if welcoming our presence, and also the soft white sand beach. Whoa… It was perfect. But I got a little bit tanned.

I don’t think i should elaborate what I did there, because I think it’s better to go there yourself if possible, it’ll be a beautiful memory. Exam’s gone, but another one is just around the corner. I pray that I can cope with my studies, and I definitely hope all my friends will excel too. Best regards to all my friends… (ACS and INTI)

**To my sister who is going to Sarawak to further her studies, I wish you all the best and may God bless you. We await your return.. Bon Voyage.

Exam’s over, Good riddance!

Thursday, June 14th, 2007

Woohooo! Exam’s over! At last! It’s been dragging for almost a month! And no doubt it’s a very long time.

However, I don’t feel very happy even though it’s over. May be I’m just too tired to be happy, or may be it’s because the lengthy period, no one knows. (Or may be i thought I didn’t do quite well?)

Well, no matter what is going to happen, I’m going to pamper myself as much as I can before lectures starts again! I am going REDANG with my friends! I’ll upload some photos as soon as i get them..

Oh, but I think I’ve been very relax during the exam. I went to Singapore and it’s such a beautiful and serene "pimple" of the earth. Everything seems well in order, no mess.. no rubbish, no traffic jams, less pollution, efficient public transports and endless of good qualities. I love the country as soon as I stepped into it. There is a huge difference between Johor and Singapore, just separated by a river, connected by a Causeway bridge. Everything seems to be so different between them. Hooh… wanna go back there someday..

I do not know what else to write here, zzzz…. I think i better get back to my sleep now.. Have been playing too much these days….

Take care my friends (ACS, Inti).